here again

Yay- for another shitty weekend....again.

It's one of those weekends where nothing is going right. And what's even worse, I feel as if everyone is trying to find any way possible to get out of hanging out with me.

I need to find some way of getting myself out of this rut that I have trapped myself into.
I need to find some way of letting go.... even though I know to do so will kill me--at least feel like it.
I am just so fucking miserable and there is no one I can really turn to and talk to. I don't even want to talk, I just want someone to sit next to me so that I don't feel like I am alone in this. Because the pain hurts so much more when you're by yourself.

nothing is perfect....

...but life is good,

because God is good.

For once I am fully

and completely

content.

Why is it that the one person you want to be with you is the one person that can't be?

My week thus far

+ + ME =

Sia

Feb. 1 was my first day of interning

I have to say.... it was AMAZING.

I'm not too sure if my teacher likes

me, but I LOVE LOVE LOVE

the kids in my class. It's a

Montessori school and I have

1, 2 and 3 grades.