Yay- for another shitty weekend....again.
It's one of those weekends where nothing is going right. And what's even worse, I feel as if everyone is trying to find any way possible to get out of hanging out with me.
I need to find some way of getting myself out of this rut that I have trapped myself into.
I need to find some way of letting go.... even though I know to do so will kill me--at least feel like it.
I am just so fucking miserable and there is no one I can really turn to and talk to. I don't even want to talk, I just want someone to sit next to me so that I don't feel like I am alone in this. Because the pain hurts so much more when you're by yourself.