Saturday, February 23, 2008

here again

Yay- for another shitty weekend....again.

It's one of those weekends where nothing is going right. And what's even worse, I feel as if everyone is trying to find any way possible to get out of hanging out with me.

I need to find some way of getting myself out of this rut that I have trapped myself into.
I need to find some way of letting go.... even though I know to do so will kill me--at least feel like it.
I am just so fucking miserable and there is no one I can really turn to and talk to. I don't even want to talk, I just want someone to sit next to me so that I don't feel like I am alone in this. Because the pain hurts so much more when you're by yourself.

1 comment:

werkit said...

I just saw your comment on my last blog! Thank you. :) And about your last one, I toootally hear ya. You are always always welcome to come sit next to me! Chances are I'm needing the same thing. Lets hang out more! And get to planning that European adventure of A LIFE TIME! :)