Saturday, February 23, 2008

here again

Yay- for another shitty weekend....again.

It's one of those weekends where nothing is going right. And what's even worse, I feel as if everyone is trying to find any way possible to get out of hanging out with me.

I need to find some way of getting myself out of this rut that I have trapped myself into.
I need to find some way of letting go.... even though I know to do so will kill me--at least feel like it.
I am just so fucking miserable and there is no one I can really turn to and talk to. I don't even want to talk, I just want someone to sit next to me so that I don't feel like I am alone in this. Because the pain hurts so much more when you're by yourself.

Sunday, February 17, 2008

nothing is perfect....

...but life is good,
because God is good.
For once I am fully
and completely

Saturday, February 16, 2008

Why is it that the one person you want to be with you is the one person that can't be?

Monday, February 4, 2008


Feb. 1 was my first day of interning
I have to say.... it was AMAZING.
I'm not too sure if my teacher likes
the kids in my class. It's a
Montessori school and I have
1, 2 and 3 grades.