What do you do when the people you love most walk out... and willingly?
How can you make the pain of their wanting to leave disappear?
It feels as if they are an arms reach away, but I can't think of what to do to bring them closer, to make it better. Everything I try seems to fail. I feel like I have tried so hard to make things better. I have given all of me to make it work- but is it ever enough? Am I ever enough?
You would think that eventually the pain would subside and perhaps you would just become numb to it all, but I haven't. In fact, the pain seems to have gotten worse. Maybe it's because I have put myself further out there and instead of a hug or affection, I have gotten all my faults thrown in my face instead.