I spent most of last night (after a very long and successful church meeting and shopping date with my sister) freaking out. Actual panic attacks. I hate change. And while I am looking forward to this new thing and I'm excited, the fear and dread of failing overcame me last night. Luckily I have some awesome friends, roommate, and sister that were able to pick me up. I also learned who is willing to be there, and who isn't. (A horrible feeling when it's a person you care a lot for and thought felt the same.....) It's funny what one hug, one starbucks latte, one shoulder to cry on, one uplifting text can do. One simple (and maybe silly little thing) but it can go such a long way to someone that needs it.
I know that this is an exciting and new challenge, I just need to (as my mom says) take it one day at a time. That's all I can be expected to do.
Quite a post for a Sunday afternoon I know. I just finally am able to talk about it. And now, the positives (because this is only what I will allow myself to dwell on here on out!):
Apple finds (perfect for an up an coming teacher, right????)
(above photos found via weheartit.com)
Etsy apple finds:
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lovelove,
kel
PS. my awesome mom got me a gift card to forever 21 and my awesome sister went with me to get some clothes for my internship. It's a new store and its 2 stories!!! It was like heaven. And I got some great pieces for work! yay!
