Thursday, August 6, 2009

feelin' blue

I'm having a bad day.
Not even a bad day- because nothing has happened. It's just my mood.
I don't exactly know why (or maybe I do....) but I am in such a horrible mood. It's the kind where I'm not sure if I want to cry or yell at someone.

I hate this feeling.
I want to be ok. I want to cheer up.
But even Starbucks couldn't help. Sorry grande white chocolate moca latte, but thanks for trying....

All I know is that I'm tired of being in this funk.
I hate being uninspired.
And I really, really wish..... for some help.
Some inspiration.
Some words of encouragement.
A hug.
A phone call at work that doesn't include being yelled at.
And, if it's not too much to ask, or too silly to suggest, it would really be nice if someone went out of their way to remind me that I mean something.
But I guess it really is up to me to remind myself of that. So in that case, if you happen to stumble upon this post (and have actually made it this far in reading it without stopping and moving on) could you leave me some inspiration?? Something to get my mind off of being sad. That would be lovely. And would mean a lot to me.....more than you know.



jessica said...


lacy said...

Hi! I found you via Rachel's blog comments and loved your blog title so clicked it and here I am! I hope that by now the blueness has subsided! I feel you-- oh do I feel you-- my little sister and I take turns on who's feeling woeful and your blog post just about summed it up! Hope that a note from a stranger will brighten your day- I am loving your blog, photos and I wish I had a red velvet cupcake right now! Hugs LACY

...on the brink of something beautiful said...

thank you both soo much!

...on the brink of something beautiful said...

oh and lacy--- i tried to go to your blog, but it wont let me. blocked :(