Tuesday, August 28, 2007

If only I knew....

The first week of school is always rough for me. I hate starting over. Plus there's getting use to new classes, new teachers, new schedules, new everything...and trying to make new friends. It's only the second day and I am just stressed to the max. I think that while today was for the most part good, at one point I just kind of hit bottom. I feel like tonight everything is falling apart. And I am so worried and upset over so many things, that I am literally making myself sick.
I just don't know if I can hack this.
I don't know what I want anymore.
I really just want to get away from life. Escape it and perhaps never come back.
I don't know why I do this to myself.

3 comments:

this is my sundown said...

life gets annoying real fast. but i promise that it'll get better soon. i know i'm not in the swing of things again yet either. you can get through the tough part! I've seen you do it before, you can do it!

hey, at least you don't have to live with ryan taggart!! lol JK!

...on the brink of something beautiful said...

ha. poor ryan.... lol
thanks joe. hope things get better for you too!

Kim said...

ha. poor ryan.... lol thanks joe. hope things get better for you too!