my family and i use to love this show.
i have no idea why this song got stuck in my head today, but honestly, it's exactly how i feel. the past couple days have been rough and i've been trying to figure out why i sometimes just start crying for no apparent reason. then i realized---it's stress and for once i really need to ask for help in things, and asking for help is hard for me. but if i don't, my stress level will only build i know. i have too much going on and i just don't feel that i can handle it all on my own. now the question is who do i turn to?
i guess this is why this song got into my head. if i could be anywhere right now, it would be with my close knit group that make me feel like i belong and am valuable to this world. the tough part is, i don't have many of those people around me anymore. im incredibly blessed to have some family here (my mom and sister constantly save me from insanity) and i have some good friends, and of course my wonderful blogger friends (that's right, you!!), but i miss being in a group of friends where i felt that my presence was wanted and i felt like they were happy i was there. i think lately in the different groups i hang out in, i feel like my presence is almost non-importnant, like no one really cares one way or another if im there. it's sad really, and i hate feeling that way..... it only adds to the stress that i'm going through.
sorry for the emo-ness, but if i don't get it out here i felt i might expload!!
i promise that "fact tuesday" will be coming later and that it will be a LOT happier. :)
much love to all of you,